Expression.

1. Do You sleep with your closest doors open or closed? If I had a closet I’d sleep with its doors closed.
2. Do you take shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Not usually.
3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Out 
4. Have you ever stolen a street sign? No…I stole a couple letters off a sign once though :P
5. Do you like to use post-it notes? Nah…I prefer unsticky paper.
6. Do you cut out coupons but never use them? No.
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? :S Neither..?
8. Do you have freckles? A few here and there lol.
9. Do you always smile for pictures? Umm I generally smile yeah
10. What is your biggest pet peeves? Dirty dishes…It’s not that hard to rinse off your plate/bowl/cup right after you use it lol. Just put it away…no need for it to sit there and fester and invite bacteria into the house.
11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Nope
12. Have you ever peed in the woods? Yep
13. What about pooped in the woods? Not that I remember
14. Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? Lol…
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? Nope
16. How many people have you slept with this week? 9231425345857239487529348
17. What size is your bed? No idea lol…double?? twin?? 
18. What is your Song of the Week? Don’t have one this week haha
19. It is okay for guys to wear pink? Yeah
20. Do you still watch cartoons? Always will
21. What’s your least favorite movie? Old Yeller
22. Where would bury hidden treasure if you had some? Mount Everest
23. What do you drink with dinner? Water
24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?  Sweet & Sour sauce
25. What is your favorite food? Fruit
26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Harry Potter, Gladiator, Spirit, a million others…
27. Last person your kissed/kissed you? Last one I kissed was Beibei…last one to kiss me was my sister lol…on the cheek of course.
28. Were you a boy/girl scout? Nope
29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Ummm no.
30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? Quite a while ago.
31. Can you change the oil on a car? Nope
32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? I can’t drive
33. Ran out of gas? What kind of gas are we talking about here
34. Favorite kind of sandwich? Peanut butter and jelly
35. Best thing to eat for breakfast? Any kind of fruit :)
36. What is your usual bedtime? Whenever I finally get tired enough to sleep.
37. Are you lazy? Yes I am.
38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? Pippi Longstocking one year….a Siamese cat with my sister one year.
39. What is your Chinese astrological sign? Rooster
40. How many languages can you speak? One fluently…and broken Chinese. lol. 
41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? nope
42. Which are better Legos or Lincoln Logs? SO…HARD….TO….CHOOSE….
43. Are you stubborn? Depends on the situation.
44. What is better…Leno or Letterman? Couldn’t tell ya.
45. Ever watch soap operas? Yeah once in a while.
46. Afraid of heights? Not until I am fully suspended in air with the potential of plummeting to my death.
47. Sing in the car? I dunno lol.
48. Dance in the shower? Sing…not dance. Haha.
49. Dance in the car? Is that even possible??
50. Ever used a gun? Nope. Never even seen a gun up close.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? A year and a half ago for the school year book.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Not all of them.
53. Is Christmas stressful? Ummm Christmas is the most relaxing times of the year in my opinion lol.
54. Ever eat a pierogi? Probably not lol…dunno what it is.
55. Favorite type of fruit? Every kind of fruit!!
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Singer, dancer, gymnast.
57. Do you believe in ghosts? No
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yeah
59. Take a vitamin daily? Nope.
60. Wear slippers? Once in a while.
61. Wear a bath robe? No…I LOVE bath robes though.
62. What do you wear to bed? Pajamas
63. First concert? Never been to one.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target and Wal-Mart
65. Nike or Adidas? No idea
66. Cheetos or Fritos? Cheetos 
67. Peanuts or Sunflowers seeds? Sunflower seeds
68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? Nope
69. Ever take dance lessons? Ballet when I was really little.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Missions…notihn more specific than that lol.
71. Can you curl your tongue? Yes 
72. Ever won a spelling bee? Almost :P
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Soo mannnyy timmmesss.
74. Own any record albums? Nope
75. Own a record player? No 
76. Regularly burn incense? Nope
77. Ever been in love? I’m in love with a lot of things and people. Lol.
78. Who would you like to see in concert? SO MANY
79. What was the last concert you saw? :(
80. Hot tea or cold tea? Every tea.
81. Tea or coffee? Tea 100%
82. Sugar or snickerdoodles? Ummm I dunno.
83. Can you swim well? I can swim lol not WELL though.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yep not for long though
85. Are you patient? I try to be….does that count?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Lol I don’t know
87. Ever won a contest? Yeah stupid ones :P
88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope
89. Which are better black or green olives? Green!!
90. Can you knit or crochet? Nope
91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room 
92. Do you want to get married? Yep
93. If married, how long have you been married? 
94. Who was your HS crush? Lol several….
95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your way? Um no
96. Do you have kids? Nope
97. Do you want kids? Yessss
98. What’s your favorite color? Impossible to answer
99. Do you miss anyone right now? Several people, yeah
100. Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX? Nope

What are you doing tomorrow? I have absolutely no idea!!!

Have you ever sacrificed something for someone you love? Not really…nothing big anyways..

What did you purchase last? Don’t remember…

Do you have a crush on someone? Yep

What are you listening to? My air conditioner…

How often do you talk on the phone? Probably once or twice a week.

Does it make you mad when people stare at you? Used to. Lol.

Who’s was the last vehicle you rode in? A taxi…

Do you remember what you wore last night? My sister’s pajamas.

Do you often get caught sneaking out? Nope

The last person that made you angry, did you tell them? Nope.

When was the last time you ate sushi? Never

Do you want to get married? Indeed I do.

Do you have any piercings? Ears.

Are you in a good mood right now? I’m in EVERY mood.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Ummmmmm probably not lol

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yep.

What’s the last movie you watched? Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2.

Have you ever watched a movie in another language? Yeah

Are you an alcoholic? Nope

Is anything bothering you? I guess you could say that.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Yes.

Do you like pizza? What kind of question is this…

Is there anything in your past that you’d like to try again? Soo many things. I’ve had a good life.

Do you like falling asleep to the sound of the rain? One of the best feelings in the world!

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Nah not really haha

Who was the last boy to text you? John

Are you imagining someone naked right now? Um no.

Ever kissed a light-haired, light-eyed person? Nope

Do you have a dirty mind? Not generally

How much money do you have on you? Noooonnneee

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Not really haha

Is it ever too late to apologize? I dunno…I’d like to think that it’s not.

Can you spend a whole night with the last person you kissed? Not if I could help it.

What’s the real reason to why you’re upset right now? I am wholly unprepared but very much in need of all the changes that are coming my way, resulting in a large scale mental and emotional fight-or-flight crisis that is threatening to tear me limb from limb. YAY!!!

Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? I wish.

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care? Yeah.

Are you happy with the way things are? Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm how do I word this answerrrrrr ***mental breakdown*** 

Do you always answer your texts? Lol nope :P Sometimes I’m a jerk.

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago? UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ***MENTAL BREAKDOWN***

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Nah all my relationships seem to be in working order at the moment :)

In the past week, have you cried? Yes D

o you have a weird nickname that has nothing to do with your actual name? Just about every nickname I have except Tori.

Do you believe that there’s good in everybody? I try to believe so…

What side of a heart do you draw first? The left.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009? Not at all.

It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it? Probably the wrong number hahaha.

Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what? Not really…Just wasted time I guess.

When was the last time you laughed so hard you couldn’t breathe? Can’t remember lol.

Have you ever broken up with someone and became bitter enemies? Yeah, thankfully it all worked out in the end though.

Do you want to be single? Not forever, no.

Longest time you were ever grounded? My parents never followed through with grounding me so about a day or two probably…

Does it take a lot to make you cry? Hahaha no not at all.

Do you like your phone? I love my phone…its immortal…just won’t die.

Anyone told you a secret this week? Nope

Have you ever met someone who is amazing? Soo many.

Is anything on your body currently hurting? My brain

Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes? Yesh

How was your day? It was exceptionally average.

Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you? Yes aaaand that’s number two on the list of reasons why we are no longer in contact!! Lol….life…..

Were you single on your last birthday? Yep!

Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? Ummm probably but none that spring to mind right away. I definitely don’t hate anyone though..

Would you ever get a tattoo? Nope probably not.

Do you love the person you last said “I love you” to? Of course I do.

What would you say if somebody told you they hated you? Cool

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? Several people yeah

Your brother tells you he’s in jail, what do you say? I’m gonna bail you out just so I can kick your butt.

Winter or summer? Winter.

Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week? Forward.

What were you doing at 7:30 last night? Probably sitting around!!!!

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home? Bothh \

You kissed someone today, didn’t you? BEI BEI!

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Sleeping

Are you “with” the very last person who texted you? Nope

Do you ever apologize first? Yep

Have you held hands with the opposite sex today. No

Do you care if people hate you for no reason? Not really. Just try to ignore it. lol.

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? A couple.

Do you like Sunny D? Never tried it.

When was the last time you went to the ocean? A year ago.

What is the most times you have ever seen one movie? Probably more than ten.

Do you drink Red Bull or any other energy drink? Nah lol Red Bull grosses me out…I haven’t tried very many like Monster or anything though so I dunno if I’d like them.

Who is the last person you saw in your house? My dad

Do you love waking up and having new text messages? Umm my happiness definitely doesn’t depend on it lol.

I am holding out for a purpose.
Something bigger than myself.
Something I am meant to be.
Rather than pride.
Rather than superficiality.
Rather than whims and fantasies.
I want to know I am doing the right thing,
Instead of just wasting time.
I want something to matter.
I want out of this cycle of apathy and self-hate.
I want in on the secret of meaningful living.
I want someone other than myself to dominate my mind.
I want to get out of my own head and dive into His.
I am tired of sitting. I am tired of analyzing and planning.
I am tired of picking myself apart.
I am tired of waiting for one thing to change
In hope of everything else changing with it.
I am sick of worrying about what demons from this chapter
Will haunt me in the next,
And about what joys will be left behind.
I am not saying I want to know the future…
I just want to know if there is actually a future worth holding out for.

CUTE BABY ANIMAL OVERLOAD.